After warning from Nicca, we prepared and fought Durst. I was nearly killed again... I feel like I am more a hinderance then anything. Alex was unhappy with me, so I offered leaving, I would rather not be a distraction to her and her group in a fight and if I am taken down I worry if she would ensure I don't rise again or if she would want me so bad she would let me become a vampire. I should just go home, I know my father would rather me stay this way and would easily protect me though I do not know why.